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You inside of me
You’re on my mind tonight and you won’t go away and with the thoughts I’m thinking even I wish you’d stay. All the lights are out and I’ve locked all the doors. I hear a whisper of your name and I can’t take it no more, so I call you up and I make it clear that I want you. I want you now, so hurry up and get here. Five minutes later you knock on my door, as soon as you get in your clothes hit the floor. Somehow we make it into my room. I pushed you on the bed do a little dance for you, now I got you raging; you’re almost as reedy as me. You start kissing on my neck and my body goes weak. You pick me up and throw me on the wall. You’re pulling in and out and it’s your name I called. We make our way to the bed and I climb on top. Oh my God, this feels so good. I don’t ever want to stop. I’m grinding on you and you’re squeezing my thighs. Boy the love you give sometimes make me want to cry. Now we switch positions you’re stroking me deeper while our temperatures rising ten degrees past a fever. You lick and peck on down to my breast you use your tongue. My nipples you gently caress. We’re going faster now; I’m scratching your back, bites on your chest, keeping you on track. Now I’m pulling your hair as our pace falls you’re moving in circles hitting all my walls. Then we turn over; on your chest I lay weak. You say “I love you” but I’m fast asleep… you inside of me.

By: Jessica

Confessions of a broking heart.

There are so many things I need to say. So many things I wish I can have. When you first spoke to me I was scared, not scared of you, but scared of what you would do, I was scared of what you would be. I was scared that you wouldn’t love me for me. You would become like the others, which I don’t, needed. I saw things in a different view, you were a lay back guy, honest with every word that comes out of your mouth no matter what. I was so happy that you understand the things I was, well still in. You didn’t run out on me like the others. You’re not like the others. You’re the guy I wished I would always have. Not in a relationship but a good friend I can trust. I thought this would never end. I thought you would never change, but things happen. I don’t know what turn you away but I thought my love would make you stay. I thought you would always be there for me no matter what may happen. I thought you would always be there for me. Before all this occurred there was a friend (well I can call a friend now) that asked if you and I are in a relationship? I said no I don’t think so. He replies, “Well you know there are others”. I really didn’t know what he met, but I began to think and I was thinking very hard. I stayed to myself. Didn’t know what to do, I didn’t know what to do. I didn’t make any phone calls no matter what. I felt so bad. I sure I didn’t know what the hell to do. I didn’t have anywhere to turn, whom to turn to. I had no clue. All the things you told me come flashing to me. I began to cry. My heart felt as if it was broken into million pieces. I felt so bad; I really didn’t feel the same towards you. The doors to my world were gone. You broken everything that I thought would be true, everything that was real to me. It’s all gone. So I turned to that friend of mines and began to cry my heart out. Not with my tears with my love. The feelings I had for you are no longer the same. They all had changed. I’m scared to tell you face to face but this is my confessions of my breaking heart each and everyday. It’s no longer the same. Yes its true I’m still with you. What the hell am I going to do???
Jessica

Because you lived
I been looking for a answer for so long, but not even knowing the answer to all my problems are right there in my face. It was you. When no one believed in me, you was the only one who did. You helped me believe in myself. Its because you lived. Because you lived my world is a world of dreams that I can live up to. Because you lived my soul lived. Because of you , I lived. My world is now real. Because you lived. Now I lived just as well.
Jessica